June 18

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Today I would like to start with this thing that I learnt , and I now truly believe 

The best investment is in YOURSELF , your health and your relationships , period .

talking about the last day , again it was not productive .

I am addicted to some really good web series , and now they are kind-of giving me the motivation to do things greatly that I can get in the position to ask my parents for an extension , they'd prolly kill me (>.<)

yesterday I slept after waking up early that got me waking up at 4 PM , so not gonna repeat that today .

I will straight get to studying after finishing this blog . well I lack discipline currently , very much . But I am trying and I will try my best to get on track again ..!

And this is random but since a long period of time , I have this feeling of distance from everyone , even when someone is sitting next to me . I feel they are so away . or maybe I belong somewhere else , I can not exactly explain this in words but the thing is I am very far from everyone emotionally , or maybe I pushed everyone away , Or maybe they pushed me away . blaming this on destiny can be my coping mechanism for now . but there is no time to cope , I have to build myself and that's what I will do now . From today onwards I will try to be more social and increase my inner self that I have almost killed by this social media era or maybe social media killed it itself , it's the same thing , Right ? 

And what was killed , was natural , not so successful , but the happiest version of me , still better than the failure and unsuccessful version . and It includes no network at all , I cant do that , but I will totally do it on my phone . I will turn off mobile data and Wi-Fi . and will pass time instead of mindless browsing or scrolling . Building myself !!


GRACIAS !!

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