October 24

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Hey my friend,

I don't have much to say today. This is my grief mistake. The guilt I have for this, won't even let me apologise for this. I called you several times, but idk what to say. Because you've every right to be mad at me, you really do. And I deserve it!!

I did this mistake, but I wouldn't have even tried if I didn't had loved you. And this mistake was the last secret between us, this is my sacrifice for the greater good, a relationship based on truths rather than lies. The thing I have done is beyond forgivable and even after that I kept on lying. But that won't change the fact that I did all in love.

As my friend a great man said "everything is fair in love and war" 

And ik by doing this I have hurt you, and I can't hurt myself as it is haram. But I won't eat anything until you comeback. 

I would wait for you no matter what, and I'll always love you.

Fi Amanillah
TATA CARE <3
 

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