November 2

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 Assalamualaikum Warehmatullahi Wabarakatuh

Hey my friend,


Today I hung up at 7:40, My heart ~heavy. I went for breakfast, Came back at 8:25 AM. I slept at 8:35, but then my roommate came, out of excitement my first reaction was to tell her. I then slept at 8:45. I woke up to her call at 12:02, Couldn't pick up. Called her back and she said she called to wake me up. I tried to wake up, but I was soo tired I slept again. then woke up at 1:50, my second roommate had come, again my first reaction was to tell her. I slept again, then woke up and then I went for lunch then after coming back I tried to study, but it was of no help. My heart was feeling just heavy. I opened Instagram, and posted some stories, some for her. Then I called her, but she was busy. Meanwhile Kamran called to talk about college. While I was talking to him, She called. After I hung up, I called her, I wanted to say many things, but couldn't say anything (didn't had words). Then I came back to my room, cleaned my room and did arrangements, I was tired so I slept again , but I woke up at almost 8:50. went for dinner. My day was wasted today. I don't want to rush anything, I support every decision you make. I love you and I Just want to say ~



" Take my hand

 Take my whole life too

 For I can't help

 Falling in love with you "



Mon Coeur

Fi Amanillah 

TATA CARE <3


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